Ohhh Hormones...

I have my first baby appointment on October 7th.  It's the 'OB Orientation' session, where I'm sure they'll fill me full of so much information that I won't be able to remember, and I'll be so excited and overwhelmed all at the same time.  Chris is really hesitant to get too excited until after this appointment.  So one week and three days, and we can get all giddy together!  He's going with me...it's an hour and a half.  I have a hard time remembering something I said / did / wrote / was doing 1 minute ago right now, so he's coming to be my memory bank.  Well, and my support!

Oh, this past week has been nothing but hormones.  I'm like a freaking roller coaster ride of emotions.  Chris came home with "What to expect when you're expecting" and "What to eat when you're expecting" last week, which made me get teary eyed because it was so sweet and unexpected.  I cry at anything and everything though right now.

I cried on my way home from Pottery Barn / Anthropolgie / Restoration Hardware because I didn't find anything that I liked...in any store.  My tastes are all blah right now.  I really don't care for anything at all.  So not like me.

I cried later on in the day because I wasn't as productive as I wanted to be, and then I broke down crying again today because I couldn't figure out something with work.  Wow, my reviews are going to be...interesting.  Especially with no one at work knowing anything.  Great!

I've always said when I get pregnant, I'm going to be a freaking house.  I love to eat, and being pregnant is the perfect excuse to get fat.  'Cept now that I'm pregnant, I want nothing to eat.  It took me an hour to eat a bowl of soup for lunch yesterday.  I can't stand the smell of half of the food, and my belly just feels full at all times.

I know, I'll feel like a new person (or something) after the first trimester.  I do laugh at myself though too, which brings me some relief.  At least I still have my sense of humor.  Although I look absolutely retarded laughing and crying at the same time while I'm driving home alone in my car.

Ooohhh....hormones.  Please calm yourself down soon.  I'd appreciate it!